why?

why do i always feel like a slob when i talk to women?

YAY!?

ya....no schools over and this last is going to suck so much ive got to retake a ew things to get passing on everything for no summer school or i get no drums all SUMMER LONG and were not doing anything over summer break so if that happens ill be so eye excivatinly borind you wouldnt even know what to do except.....maybe hangout wiht friends but i doubt it so well and im being forced to go on every ride in Valley fair from mild to wild.....i hate rollercoasters

well i had surgery yesterday and boy were the shots painful but then after that my toe felt like sponge and now my i permantly have the sides of my nail off. I....ALSO....GET.....TO......MISS........SCHOOL................OON FRIDAY!!!!! haha
to go to a concert which i think is retarded because when i couldve done the surgery and missed some school like an 1hour off the day but nooooooooo and now i get ti miss the full friday just uz its my moms favorite band but at least they are tolerable maybe a bit higher then that. but ya isnt that kinda hypicritical of her or something like jeeez im kinda loopy XD

Fuck this

Fuck wat i said a few days ago

im gonna be happy about my life and love it and just revle in how good ive got it
im just gonna have a good attitude about the day ahead and live my life like i should so i can go where i want to in this life hopfully wiht a few friends i have now witch is pretty much 3 id like to go on a roadtrip on with

Fuck my life

it really sucks

SICK!!!

well as you know well i doubt you did but whatever i was sick and i had a great day other then being sick its very nice just to relax for a day. Other news im getting a bass just so i have everything for a band. and its weird i have really no friends liek no one to just hangout with and no one i can count on to be there but o well i cant wait to be gona from this place ^.^

well

hello

well this week i just got numb from anything embarrassing or bad happening to me like i just dont care anymore about anything but hmm it just doesnt matter because no one really is my friend its like i think thats why i dont really care not having friends to talk to. but im actually happy in a strange sort of way but id still like to have some real friends but i dont and i can live with that and by real i mean like talk to them about anything and i dont know i just ont have that and i dont think i will.

but maybe im just bitching

bye

im just not having a good time i feel like everyone hates me and peronally i hate them i also dont trust anyone but im okeyfrickindokey about it because they dont care and i dont care i just cant wait to leave

Today was not a good day i feel like people think im stupid and guess what they are RIGHT! haha or they hate me or or they just dont care enough yeah thats what i feel and i dont think its gonna change soon